So, I have been thinking of how to say this for some time now, but I am sad to say that I think I will have to abandon this role play. Life is getting crazy and will be for some time and this role play is not really as high on my priority list as other things such as moving and other things, getting my ESL certification and studying Japanese and other such things and this RP is unfortunately the last thing on my mind, and its just not going in the direction I wanted, so rather than force myself to write I am going to close the door, because I just don't want to force myself to write.
My deepest apologies, but life and my future are more important to me atm.